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Confused
I am super confused about how I managed to survive over a decade not knowing the severity of my disability and how much I'm unable to recover from interruptions and how protective I have to be over that relaxation and work time. But I finally know now and that's why I put functional survival and insomnia buffers before anything that isn't mission-critical. It's better to work differently than not at all.